hi fellows, and woman. the weirdest thing about this site is that Linda is still trying to gussy it up, like some devoted mother hanging up doilies in her children's trailer-cum-meth lab.

and of course writing porn.

really though, who am i to judge. we are here only a short time, borrowing the earth and our bodies from the great creation. it is a fucking miracle any one of us doesnt commit suicide.

trollse.cx was at first hilarious.

unix. is a trademark of bell labs.

then as i stared at his crows feet, man boobs, lazy eye, beer belly, and strange grin, i was feeling ... i dont know. a bit sad. a bit like the way i felt when i was trying to watching pornos. this is not how its advertised. this is not how its supposed to be. something is wrong. this is not how life is. this is something big missing here.

on the other hand raymond represents all that is 'soulless and wrong'. and yet the fact that he remains utterly unhappy, paranoid, pro-violence, and hateful, just makes me hate him less and pity him more. it just makes it sad.

all those fucking stock scams and everything else, a lame ass attempt to cover over the gigantic hole punched in our sheetrock. no love, no affection, no sense that we are human beings and that is enough by itself to be accepted by society. or at least enough that we wont get chucked in the street, shat on, and run over.

i would even go so far as to wager, that while linus torvalds would not have come out of a capitalist society, eric raymond could not possibly have come out of a socialist one: one where a safety net exists for even the most deliterious stupid repugnant oafs, even those without any family whatsoever nor support of any kind. they can still go to the govt office and get on the dole, at least to keep from starving to death. and everyone else knows this and its not that big of a deal.

ESR is an untouchable pretending to be a brahman. .... all rat racers are. . . but the thing nobody told them is that no matter how rich you are or how much blue you inject into your veins, you cant make it. even the brahmans in america cant decide who amongst them really belongs.